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[15 Sep 2004|08:50pm] |
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Me + Today = G R E A T :) :)
Yes.
I've been getting my tan on in swim class everyday.
Soccer practice went extremely well.
I'm in love, IN LOVE, with my new cds.
MUST READ INFORMATION:
Next Wednesday, September 22 from 4-8 pm and Rubio's at Parkway Plaza... ask me for a flyer and I'll give you on at school.. if you go there during those times and give them the flyer when you order, 20% of the moneys made will go to my Hotspurs Soccer League. So yes, come to me for the flyer and go eat at Rubios. Help my team out.
:) Thank you
Goodnight <3
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[12 Sep 2004|01:51pm] |
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My weekend was very exciting. Friday after school Alex and Emily came over and Alex played the guitar for us and sang such lovely songs. Haha it was so fun, he needs to teach us some more songs. Then we all went to the football game which was real fun without the exception of one thing. Again, El Cap loses :/ It was so good to see everyone there though. That night Shannon came over and oh goodness, she cracks me up haha. We stayed up till like 2, we had a good time :):) Saturday morning we woke up around 10:30 and just hung out allll dayy. We were lazy haha.. Firrrrsttt of allll.. Shannon and I made a breakfast for a King. Just for ourselves. It was very nice. Later that day we RAWKED ;) out at our music and painted our toe and finger nails in beautiful bright colors. We played guitar all day and also did our makeup. It was so fun just to have a pampering girl day lol. So then later last night I stayed the night at Tucker's house and hung out with him and Danille. We went across the street to this little get together but some of the Gull's players were there and we met a few, I guess it was fun. After we went to Diary Queen. We went to bed so latteee omg and then we had to wake up at 5:00 AM! We went to Ski Beach and it was my first time water skiing and omg haha... I got up on my 3rd try.. woo hooo... I'm proud of myself it was pretty good. It was so fun but I got a bruise on my leg from the water ski and I got a rash on my butt from falling on it so much after I got up that one time. I lasted for a good amount of time too.. maybe a quarter mile. When we got back to Tucker's I was so tired I took a towel and put my head on it and slept on his driveway haha so yeah. Thats my weekend, I'm going to sleep so early tonight, I cant believe its only 2:00 it feels so much later.
I'll update later.... school tomorrow :( Eeekkk!
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| Dear Summer... |
[09 Sep 2004|05:28pm] |
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FIVE Things You Did This Summer
01. Saw all my favorite bands at Warped Tour
02. Went to Hawaii
03. Literally lived at Jessicas house
04. Slept
05. Played soccer
EIGHT Favorite Songs of the Summer
01. Dashboard Confessional- July
02. Atreyu- The Crimson
03. Hawthorne Heights- Ohio Is For Lovers
04. Green Day- Time Of Your Life
05. Taking Back Sunday- Timberwolves At New Jersey
06. Alkaline Trio- You've Got So Far To Go
07. Matchbook Romance- Promise
08. The Postal Service- Such Great Heights
SEVEN Places You Ate At
01. Cheeseburger In Paradise twice in Maui.. haha sexy Hefe;)
02. Jessicas
03. Rubios with Chris, Erica, and Jessica..
04. Subway
05. Moose Magillacuddy's in Maui for breakfast
06. Leslies
07. Home Sweet Home
TWO Things that Annoyed You
01. Stupid decisions made from people during our vacation
02. Not hanging out with the people I miss most
FOUR Things You Bought
01. Shot glasses from Hawaii
02. Green jacket from Hillcrest :)
03. Hot pink nail polish
04. cds
TWO Things You Accomplished
01. Reached the first step to my soccer career
02. Met a lot of new people
FIVE Movies You Saw
01. Without A Paddle
02. The Notebook
03. The Bourne Supremecy
04. The Day After Tomorrow
05. Stuck On You
TWO Things You Wish You Did
01. I wish I hung out with 2 particular people during the summer
02. Wish I took more advantage of summer
TWO Laws You Broke
01. Drank
02. Downloaded music?
ONE Thing You LOVED About This Summer
01. NO SCHOOL!
I miss summer. I wish I would have done more things other than sit on my ass on the computer and eat alllll day every day. Oh well, its over and this year I'll manage my time better and use it wisely. Maybe I'll work out tonight. Running on the tredmill always gets my pumped up.
I've had a headache all day and in swim I wanted to scream, I felt so much like crap. I feel better now though. I'm in love with Shannon's hair... IN LOVE. After swim I'm planning on coloring my hair. After all the times I've asked my mom right now she finally says... okay. Yes. Tomorrow night is the second football game and whoever will go, plan on seeing me because I will be attending the event. I'm so excited for the 2 cds Shannon's burning me tonight... The Postal Service and Fall Out Boy.. woo hooo. Yeahhhhhhhhhh.
Lately I've been finding myself having feelings for someone I shouldnt be having feelings for. With the exception of Ms. Shannon Stovall, no one knows otherwise. I wonder whats going to happen to this situation, I'm anxious to see the results but then again I shouldnt doubt any of it. I cant wait for this school year to go by just a little faster. I want it to be the middle of the year.... December... January... best months of the year... driving lessons... Christmas... New Years.. 15th birthday... aww.. Winter is the best and always will be.
Bye lovesssss
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[06 Sep 2004|09:26am] |
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Live journal is being gay and I cant figure this out so yeah... I was gonna put the picture in but I took this test.. What type of eyes are you? And I got...
"Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say "Your head is in the clouds."
Oh gosh thats kinda weird how thats really true about me lol. But yeah, last night made me really happy. All I needed was to have a good time and thats what I had. :) :)
If only I had the camera I wanted this would be a lot easier.
Yesterday was good. We lost our first soccer game 1-0 in the last 5 minutes. And I'm pretty sure the goal was my fault. :/ But we all make mistakes. The second game we won 4-0 ya hoooooo and Matt said he'd take us out to dinner and a movie if we shut them out by 2 points. Hmm maybe that means dinner, dessert, and 2 movies......
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| Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me |
[04 Sep 2004|05:55pm] |
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Okay so yeah, I already updated earlier today but so what, I'm bored and I'm gonna write again. I'm really disappointed right now. I need to learn not to get my hopes up so quickly really early in a situation, especially over the littlest things. I miss summer and I miss being a kid. Man, those days were so easy. No worries, no responsbilities, no feelings. Sometimes I wish guys still had cooties and we werent to touch them. To be honest with you, I seriously thought high school was going to be so much better than this. Maybe it was just how last week went and how sucky it was but I dont know, I just wish things ended up differently. It bothers me how all the memories that we have are just memories, and we arent living in them anymore. I hate the feeling of growing up too fast and trying to decide whether or not our decisions we made were for the good or the bad. I need to change my ways. I think people can tell that I've changed for the better person I want to be. This year I am going to put school first. As much as I hate it I need to do good to get the future I want. I want to hang out more with the 2 girls I truely miss the most. Shelly and Julia. I remember when we were all kids. Ah such good times. But yeah, I keep rambling on about all this so I'll go ahead and tell you about my day.
Because my game got canceled this morning the make up game was gonna be at 8:40 pm tonight! And omg, thank God its not because we would have gotten home so late and then get up early and be at the game tomorrow morning at 7. Geeze.
My night includes the following: Tredmill, grapes, Hawthorne Heights, brush teeth, paint toe and fingernails, off to bed.
Goodnight.
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| Just sit back and let her die slowly, dont cry, she didnt love you anyway.. |
[03 Sep 2004|03:51pm] |
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Well this week went by soooooo fast omg. It really sucked though. I dont know whats up with everyone but every since high school started people just keep changing left and right. I'm losing friendships I never wanted to lose but gaining so many more. I'm mad because I really wanted to have at least one class with this guy but gosh, we dont and we only talk during lunch and I dont know, I miss him. Hes just so freakin awesome none other words could describe this kid.
Damn.
My classes are pissing me off. Like seriously, its the 2nd week of school and the teachers are already getting so annoying. Theres a few teachers I can spend all day with but theres those 2 teachers I just cannont stand. Shoot me now, gosh. I never thought high school would make you feel so down all the time. This week was just a drag I dont know why. I have to pay my spanish teacher $40 because I "misplaced" this book he gave us. I need $40 people... chop chop.
The more I think about it the more I really do miss so many people. The summer went by so fast and I never saw those "certain" people that I had plans with and blah I dont know. Well I gotta go I'll update later...
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Hey guys, I'm in 3rd period right now. Not suppossed to be but I am. :) Just got done with a english test.
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[20 Aug 2004|11:44am] |
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GUESS WHAT?!
SHANNON IS COMING HOME TODAY! Woo Hoo!
EVERYBODY CELEBRATE!
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[19 Aug 2004|09:50pm] |
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TO PLAY, PUT AN (_) IN FRONT OF THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE NEVER DONE BEFORE AND A (X) ON THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE AT LEAST ONCE.
(x) been drunk
(_) smoked pot
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x, only a peck lol) kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to japan
(_) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(_) had sex
(_) had sex in public
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(_) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(_) had a threesome
(_) snuck out of my parent's house
(_) been caught masturbating
(x) peed on myself (have you ever been a baby wearing diapers)
(_) had sex with a member of the same sex
(_) been arrested
(_) made out with a stranger
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_)gone on a blind date
(_) lied to a friend
(_) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated Mardi-gras in new Orleans
(_) been to Europe
(_) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(_) cut myself on purpose
(_) had sex at the office
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(_) lash out irrationally
(_) went to the movies just to make out in the back row
(_) fooled around with a stripper to entertain people at a party
(_) wondered what my sister looks like naked
(x) stayed on the phone all night
(_) pulled an all-nighter 2 nights in a row
(_) Called someone a racial term
(_) Gave a lapdance
(_) Smoked crack
(_) watched a porn
(_) Hooked up with a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend
(_) Went to work still drunk from the night before (school)
(_) Made a "home video"
(_) had a bat mitzvah
(x) cheated (on a quiz! not a person)
(x) eaten a chicken sandwich from Jack in the Box
(_) Stabbed someone in the face with a soldering iron
(_) hopscotched to vanilla ice on mars while drinking a corona
(_) made out with twins
(x)told someone to go to hell!!
(_)done a major drug
(_) made out with a member of the same sex to turn someone else on
(_) cheated on your girlfriend or boyfriend
(_) done something sexual with your friends family member
(x) took ballet
(x) dressed up like a princess
(_) done something while having sex that some people would find weird but it turned you on
(_) done something while having sex that you werent into but your partner was
(_) worked as a striper
LOL some of those were a little over the top but none includes me :) Pass it on.
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| I got dosed by you. |
[10 Aug 2004|07:22pm] |
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Whenever I'm mad or upset I always listen to this song. I dont know it always makes me think through things. Weird.
Well, ahh, I'm so frustrated right now. My moms been telling me we're gonna go see The Notebook, because she hasnt seen it, yet alllll week. Tonight is the last night its gonna play in theatre and freakin, we arent going. We're gonna buy the movie anyway, but I wanted to see it so bad and we're not.
jsodhfsdnfhsdf.
Last night I stayed over at Jessicas with her and Erica. They are such fun girls oh my gosh. I figured out that Erica absolutley hates being touched on her neck (total ticklish spot) and so yeah, I got her so good haha it was really funny. We went swimming today and made water balloons and listen to country music allll dayyy longggg. It was really fun and relaxing. After I came home and played Monopoly with my brother, Amanda, and my mom. I love that game but somehow I always do so good throughout the game and at the very end I suddenly have like no money at all so I lose. Its gay lol. So yeah, here I am, wasting my time on the stupid computer, just sitting here, being mad because I didnt get to see The Notebook one last time.
Everyone should listen to this song by Brad Paisley and Allison Kraus, its called Whiskey Lullaby. Yeah, do it now bitchesssss.
Bye.
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| Go on just say it, you need me like a bad habit. |
[08 Aug 2004|01:38pm] |
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I'm seriously in love with the new Taking Back Sunday cd lol.
I ran on the tredmill this morning. I'm so determind to lose some pounds lol. I need to.
Yesterday I went over to Jessica's house and we were really bored so we decided to walk to the farthest 7-11 there freakin is. Ahh it was so hot! "We will provail, we will provail", Jessica kept saying. And we did :) We got a slurpee and magizines about Paris Hilton and her black and blue bruises suppossely from Nick, her ex boyfriend. Blah blah blah, its all so much drama but still intresting to read.
( To hell with you and all your friends. )
Friday night I went to the movies with Jessica and Eric. Now dont worry, me and Eric are just friends and thats how its going to stay. It was fun though. We saw The Notebook. Holy mother of God that was the absolute best movie I've ever seen. We saw it Friday and I'm still thinking about it! Omg words couldnt explain how much I loved it. I dont know why I feel this way but whenever I talk about it I always feel like crying. It was the most perfect movie and every girls perfect fairytale. The guy was so incredibly adorable and the girl from Mean Girls played sooooo good in the movie oh my goodness gracious. I think her name is Rachel McAdams. Ahhhhhhhhh I want that to happen to me so bad. But it wont. As much as everyone wishes love can just be that simple, its not.
"Its just a movie, its just a movie" I keep telling myself.
I'm such a dork but seriously, it makes you fall in love all over again.
I want to fall in love all over again.
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[04 Aug 2004|10:29am] |
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Today is gonna be so boring. I have practice tonight and thats it. I'm babysitting my cousin right now, lol actually, shes watching a movie and I'm on the computer.
( Hillcrest Pictures )
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[03 Aug 2004|06:19pm] |
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I had a fun week so far. Yesterday me, Shelly, Shannon and Courtney went shopping at Hillcrest. Oh it was so fun. I miss Courtney! I havent seen her since 4th grade! Aww shes so pretty. We took so many funny pictures but I'm too lazy to put them on here, maybe later, sorry though.
I'm sorry it took me so long.
I'm sorry it took me so long.
I'm sorry it took me so long.
Jessica, yes, Jessica Lee Morton, in the dryer in the hotel of King Kamamama's in Kona, Hawaii. Oh shit, thats the funniest picture I've ever seen in my life. We are awesome.
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| Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark. |
[01 Aug 2004|09:30am] |
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I just got the new Ashlee Simpson cd, I really like it. Its pretty good.
Anyways, I forgot to tell you guys something when I updated about Hawaii, I knew I would hehe. In Maui we went to the Road To Hana and it was a 3 hour drive up a windy mountain with the most beautiful views of the ocean and waterfalls on the way. When we reached the top there was a place called the Seven Pools. Omg the water there was so clear and so fresh. Everything was so natural and clean, so pretty! There were waterfalls off of these rocks and they were pretty high and thats where me and Erica and Jessica and Kelsie and Leslie and some dads lol jumped off of. Ahhh lol it took me forever to jump off one of them because I was paranoid I'd hit rocks at the bottom lol but I succeeded successfully :)
Here are a lotttt of pictures from Hawaii, I'll have more coming so be sure to check it out.
( Ahola and Mahalo )
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